. ..:: Yuu's Diary - 私なりの現実::.. .

I bought 500g Japanese mayonnaise (import) this week.
I finished it today.
It's all over.


I became a Mayora.

Awesome movie of awesomeness. The characters I liked best were probably Tony Stark (as usual, I LOVE him....*blushes*) and Hulk! Yeah, Hulk was awesome :) Other than that, I'm feeling a bad pressure again because on May 30th I will have the next Kanji test I have to study 200 new Kanji for. And...well, I should study more overall...I'd like to take the exams at the beginning of July....Japanese Society and Japanese Applied Geography...and I should also do the History exam...which is very hard, I heard.

I will start studying for all these things, but now especially for the Grammar Test on Wednesday and next week, and the Kanji fpr the end of May. If I have time left after that I will do my best studying for other things as well.

So see you I guess?
And yes, I'm feeling very down right now, even though I had a good day until a few hours ago. Well, it can't be helped xD
Bye~! :)
Oh and btw. the 113 Manga i bought were in TOP state o_O Like they're new, no kidding!

Avengers Shatters Records With $200.3M

http://marvel.com/news/story/18690/avengers_shatters_records_with_200.3m

Yeeaaahhh..today was the Kanji exam where I had to know 570 of them...I woke up at 3:30 am. and couldn't sleep anymore...slept maybe half an hour until 7:45 when I had to get up. But I studied with Anki, an awesoem program to study Kanji with.
Think I can get a perfect score if I'm lucky ^^ Even if not....it will be a ONE! Yesss, ahahaha xD (Happyness)
Aaaaaand *rataplan* I deleted Facebook last week! :D I feel refreshed and a lot better...
Today I met a person at the uni and exchanged phone numbers (she's a girl).
And probably the best news in this week: it's not the best news at all...I dreamed about my former best friend, but much more awesome: I dreamed about Tony Stark! Oh my God....it was such an awesome dream....and I was something like a super-strong loli! (not loli at all, but think and small and stuff) and somehow he carried me around once xD Never going to happen in real life ;_; Oh Robert Downey Jr...I LOVE YOU TONY STARK/IRON MAN. I actually like his type xD Or overall I like the goofy ones.

Envy of the week. That character *nosebleed* I want to be able to draw like her...and well, I'm drawing a bit more thanks to all this free time ^^

Currently reading "Black Light" by Stephen Hunter (1996). I love that guy. And I like that Bob Lee Swagger of his.  Bob the Nailer. Awesome books, I can't wait to read the next ones!
This weekend I won't be home... and tomorrow I'm not showing at the party. That's it for todays news, thanks and buh-bye!

Being up at 4 am. sure makes me feel braindead when I have to get up at 9 today.
Help me? (; w ;)
Give me a hug? Will everything be alright?
One more hug? ;_;

Oh god I can't stop to listening to the Gintama OP's fuck, I gotta sleep, bye xD
maifun, maibyou~~takamaru koudou~
Ah Here I...ah Here I am!
Ashita ha ashita no Wonderland wo mezashite!!

My next projects will be translating a few songs, including the MADAO danbooru song and Wonderland into English and German :) <3

NOOO NOOONOOOOO, the Gintama' Anime is going to end next Monday, noooooo, NOT AGAIN, GODDAMMIT!!!!
Noooo....and it's going to be replaced by a CG dinosaur (no offense, could be a great show, but...) NOOOnOOOoo

My life is so incomplete without Gintama! I am in Despair! Oh, the pain! DA PAAAIINNNNNNNN

And some Rock Lee Manga (spinoff Naruto) is going to get it's own show, wtf!!!
http://myanimelist.net/anime/12979/Rock_Lee_no_Seishun_Full-Power_Ninden (not that I won't watch it, but...)

AAHHHHHH ;___; Ahhhh, Gintokiiii, Hijikata, Okitaaaaa....my husbandooosssss OH GOD....

The BLEACH anime and Beelzebub will also end in the same week.
3 Jump Series....ending in the same week.

This is the END----GOD-NO!!!

ダンボール、るるるる……ダンボール、るるるる。　

あいつらは奪い取る　家庭、定職、固定給。
抗う事も出来ず俺は全てを失う。
そして俺は……まるでダメなおっさんになった。

あいつらは奪い取る、だがダンボールの神様は与えてくれる。
ダンボールは姿を変えてベッドになる。
ダンボールは夜の寒さを遮ってくれる。

ダンボール、るるるる……ぁあ、ダンボールの神様.
ダンボール、るるるる……
俺は静かに目を閉じ眠った。　

あいつらは奪い取る　プライド、預金、固定資産。
抗う事も出来ず、俺はすり減っていく。
そして俺はまるでダメなおっさんのまま。

あいつらは奪い取る、だがダンボールの神様は与えてくれる。
ダンボールは姿を変えて家になる。
ダンボールは人の視線を遮ってくれる。

ダンボール、るるるる……ぁあ、ダンボールの神様.
ダンボール、るるるる……俺は静かに体を丸めた。
ダンボール、るるるる……ダンボール、るるるる。

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Romaji:

danbōru, rurururu. danbōru , rurururu .

aitsura ha ubaitoru katei , teishoku , kotei kyuu .
aragau koto mo dekizu ore ha subete o ushinau .
soshite ore ha~ MArude DAme na Ossan ni natta .

aitsura ha ubaitoru , daga danbōru no kamisama ha ataete kureru .
danbōru ha sugata o kaete beddo ni naru .
danbōru ha yoru no samusa o saegitte kureru .

danbōru , ruru ruru~. ah, danbōru no kamisama .
danbōru , ruru ruru~~
ore ha shizuka ni me o toji nemutta .

aitsura ha ubaitoru puraido , yokin , kotei shisan .
aragau koto mo dekizu , ore ha surihette iku .
soshite ore ha MArude DAme na Ossan no mama .

aitsura ha ubaitoru , daga danbōru no kamisama ha ataete kureru .
danbōru ha sugata o kaete ie ni naru .
danbōru ha hito no shisen o saegitte kureru .

danbōru , ruru ruru~~ ah , danbōru no kamisama .
danbōru , ruru ruru~~ ore ha shizuka ni karada o marume ta .
danbōru , ruru ruru~~ danbōru , ruru ruru .

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I had to write it down... xD *learns it by heart now*

I was bored so I drew some things today xD

( See drawings... )

desu desu... today was kind of great, we went to a shop called "Planet Japan" where they have GODLIKE merchandise with really reasonable prices (I bought a Kirino Nendoroid for 45€ which is normal). They have lotsa Goodsmile Company stuff and their Megami costed 15€ which is also reasonable. Then we went to some amusement park near that, but didn't ride any attraction because they were too expensive, and after that we went to the East Central Station where we drank delicious Bubble Tea ^^ after that we went to my place :3 desu desu!!! So happy to have finally had so many people at my place xD (5 other people than me)

I shouldn't have done that....ugh. This week I was bored and joined the Teamspeak 3 server of my online friends...I think it was a great mistake...it's only a waste of time in there... and I don't really want to be there...I just feel really sick if I stay too long on the computer.
I never had this before. But these days I can't take being in front of it for more than 3 hours.

I wonder if that's a self-protecting machanism of my mind? Just all this Twitter stuff doesn't make me happy. And now that I'm away from it I feel a lot better. And it should stay that way I think. I felt bad when I was in Twitter and Tumbrl and all that crap.
Social networks can go to hell! I hate them! Die, die die die die die!!!!! T_T

I have to get away from this machine or my head will explode. I wonder why that is x_x
Tomorrow university starts again. This morning I thought I'd die, because I was on the waiting list for the practical Japanese course 2. And if I wouldn't get into that I'd lose a year. But thank god I got it x.x And tomorrow is the first lesson.

I'm looking forward to it! But I'm happy that I can get away from the computer now... it's sickening me.
By the way I got my IKEA shelves yesterday and Patto helped me carry them into my apartment :) Thanks Senpai!
Also yesterday was 2-2's brithday! And I went to see my "doctor". We talked about some interesting stuff, like my past and how I think in general. It was quite amusing. She also told me some of her past, which was kind of shocking. But I always gladly listen to people's pasts.

I also contended myself with the fact that lamew00d actually read through some old entries of mine. He's probably the first person to do so, which makes me kind of happy, but also kinda embarrassed xD Who'd know what kind of crap I have written in these past 5 years?!

I realized that my sorted out Dream Dance got deleted and I have to sort all 60 albums I have again from scratch T_T That's, like, over 2000 songs, fuck!

I just wish I had more friends in LJ, with whom I had more contact, but oh well. Life goes on.
I will probably keep myself from going into Teamspeak again. It's just too dangerous for me to kill time by moping around there. I won't accomplish anything if I keep doing that. Skype is enough to take some of my attention, I don't need TS.

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium

See You Internet Space Cowboy!

After about 2-3 years with the same journal style, I've decided to completely change it! Ta-daaaahhh!!
Yuu is so happy....xD Even if it sucks....but I kinda like it dark.

Today I watched a lot of Gundam 00 ect ect, how about you just add me on My Anime List (MAL) xD
http://myanimelist.net/animelist/YuuChanneru  (my account)

I'm doing great lately....desu :)
BUT I fucking need moar Friends on LJ. But no idea how to do that.

I think I may have passed them. I'm about 80% sure I passed them. I will tell you when I know more.
But I feel a bit relieved.
But now that I have nothing to do, I feel empty all over again.